[x] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn.
[x] done drugs.
TOTAL: 10

[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else’s prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] cut yourself.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 9

[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] been to rehab.
[x] dyed your hair.
[x] received a ticket.
[x] been in an accident.
[x] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar.
TOTAL: 8

[x] been to a wild party.
[x] seen the Mardi Gras.
[x] drank more than four beers in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything.
[x] wore black nail polish.
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 8

[x] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed prep.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a hickey
TOTAL: 9

[x] snuck into someone else’s room.
[x] had a crush on your friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone.
[x] been called a cunt.
[x] called someone a cunt.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposite sex’s house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush
TOTAL: 9

[x] consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court.
[x] Been nearly kidnapped/raped
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.
TOTAL: 9

[x] owned/rented an apartment.
[x] broke the law in the police’s presence.
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[x] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 10

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5 hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drink and drive.
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.
Total: 9

Grand Total:

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm A Goody Goody]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
-If You Have More Than 20 ..write [I'm average]
-If You Have More Than 30.. write [I'm a bad kid]
-If You Have More than 40.. write [I'm a very bad infuence]
-If You Have More than 50.. write [wow... I'm the worst possible person ever]

I got an 81 on that meme. I am the worst possible person ever!. Lmao.

In any case, I'm really excited about visiting home soon. ^^ I can't wait to see my mom and my friends. Which co-incidentally should be fun, because I'm gonna make most of the visit and make it one big sleepover. ^^ I've heard adults don't do sleepovers, but that's bullshit. My friends and I are adults and we LOVE sleepovers! ^^

So, I'm sure we'll all have one big hootnanny of a time. XD (And yes. I said hootnanny.)The main things I'm looking forward to are getting to take care of my friend's little girl (who is just as much my daughter as she is A's.), seeing my Way way, and hanging out with my Hobo after hanging out all day with my Ma. Those are the main three, but I love surprises, so if anything pops up during my stay at home I'm sure I'll love it. 'Cause I'm having some fun here, but I really really REALLY miss home. And all I have to do is wait a month and five days or so until I get to go sweat like everyone else I know down home. ^^

Not only that, but I can't wait to hit the clubs down home. I miss them.

^__^

I'm having some issues, but as per normal, they'll work out. And if they don't work out on their own, I'll won't have to freak. I've learned that sometimes not everything is my fault and that I have to stop taking responsibility for things that I haven't done anything to illicit. I've also learned that as much as I love being part of a two-some, sometimes I need to be a one. I thought being single would kill me when I was younger. And for as smart as I was (and still am) sometimes it's not enough to save me from being hurt and walked on. It just happens sometimes. I let it happen with Windi and Jake (and yes, I am using their names now. I don't care about them, and I know they can't hurt me anymore now. Only the past can do that if I let it. And I'll admit, a lot of times, I still do.)and to some extent, I let everyone that truly cares for me do it too. But I can't catch everyone, and for some reason, I can take it more from some people than others.

But, as with everything else, being an adult takes time. As much as I hate that phrase, it's right for this situation. I mean, when I became an adult, I was so worried I'd lose myself in being an adult that I'd REALLY lose myself. But I've found that no matter how old I get, I'm still me. And as an adult, who you are rarely changes unless you want it to. That's all anyone can ask of you. And those that love you, should love you just as you are and appreciate the differences. But my mom always told me that if someone can't be with you like you are, they should just leave you alone. Because my dad's always been trying to change my mom for years and for some reason she still loves his crazy ass and hasn't left him yet. (That has a lot to do with how she was brought up and what she believes in, so I won't go into all that.)

But I'm not my mother and don't plan on ending up that way. I know when I'm being dragged in the mud and I know when I'm being lifted up. So that will tell me how to act and what to do. ^^ I've learned a whole lot since leaving college. Some things I'm glad for, some things I'm not. But if all else fails, I'll be happy. And my sanity will be intact. I may have to work for it, but it'll get there.